Weight - 126.40 Kgs
Sugar - 315
Today I am especially conscious of my childhood days. As I usually am when I am embarking onto a new journey. It is a way of taking stock of my life's measure, understanding the pros and cons and the behavior set that I need in order to succeed in my embarkment. It is not an easy thing to look into my childhood. I have to navigate very very carefully in to the dark annals of time. I have to be wary of running into a sulky moment I was wishing not to chance upon and I have to tip toe back into the present and prepare to tell myself that I was in good hands. Why am I conscious of it today? I begin my journey to good health in a serious manner today, perhaps because I am reminded of when I had a journey without any interruptions in my past? When did I recognize a negative emotion from a distance and not bury myself into food or books? I believe these are difficult questions to answer so I am going to keep a small crack of that door to the past open this time, instead of shutting it tight. I am going to let in some air and breathe easy myself, because one thing I have with me is this moment to act, which cannot be taken away from me. This is when I decide and try to change something despite all odds. I am going to let the past bother me a bit, and I am going to be bothered by it, but with a smile!