Day - 2

I am very proud of how my day went yesterday. But hey, I am not thoroughly convinced that I am past being a deviant! I have a creeping feeling like something is going to go wrong today, since it is unbelievable how good my first day was. I wasn’t beating temptations with a stick. I was feeling alright, no mood swings, (its of course too soon to speak about this) Like in Peter's Principle. but then I also have no other way to go but forward. Currently my biggest worry is to pray that my diet team doesn’t prescribe me any meds for my diabetes. I have heard of horror stories about how once I begin to have medication its a never end game from there. I am going to park that thought somewhere for now though.

I have had multiple calls with my health coaches going over again and again as to how I am going to get through with the day. What I am going to do hour-by-hour... This helps me. The planning the iteration, the thought processes and the repetition. There is a lot of solace I find in it.

P.S. I bought some new cutlery to make my food look interesting. I hope it works fingers crossed.